Blog of a fetish diva

Long Time Coming

2010-02-25T00:22:00.001Z

Ok, so it's been a while since I last posted here, sorry about that.
I just haven't felt inspired lately.
Sadly, I still don't really feel I have much t owrite home about.

I did however feel it worth mentioning that my gallery is online, and has been for a while now - click the link on the left of the main page to view.

I have just added part 2 of a sci fi shoot of pics taken by and directed by my SL sister, Kara Muir. There is still a third part to be added later.

Hope y'all ahd a good start to the new year, and that you enjoy the pics.

Hugo's Halloween

2009-10-27T07:28:00.001Z

This is a community service announcement...

Hugo's Design are holding a Halloween Fashion show on Friday October 30th at 6pm SLT at their main store.http://slurl.com/secondlife/Sheer/207/121/23

I always lov ethe quality of the Hugo's DEsigns brand - though everytime I visit the store I have a breakdown because I want everything but, even I have my limits with shopping.

So, if you a re free, go check it out - and let me know what I missed.

Summer's End

2009-09-29T23:08:00.003+01:00

Well summer is almost over completely, it's now dark here by about 8pm, and it's not been a blazing hot "top up my tan" summer like was predicted. So, is there any good news?

Well yes, there is.
Firstly, thanks to a generous offer of help from a dear friend, I now have a place to post my photos taken in SL - uncensored. So click the gallery link on the left for a look - be warned, this site contains scenes of adult themes, nudity, and such.

Second peice of good news, is that Restrained Freedom have now launched the amazingly fun Leg Binder - and it's a blast.

I'n not going to spoil it by telling you anything about it - but you can see some photos taken using it and their leather arm binder in the photoset Silk Spectre Meets Restrained Freedom.

www.jaydana.com

Beam me up Scotty!

2009-09-16T22:59:00.004+01:00

A while ago now, I saw some photos of Bianca Beauchamp in a latex Star Trek uniform. Now I'm not much of a Trekkie, but I liked the idea, and sought a replica of the latex uniform on and off for a while.

My search is over, thanks to a random visit to POC (Powers of Creation) and at a reasonable price of just L$200.

It comes in a few varieties, but I was only looking for the red uniform, and the Star Trek emblem is optional. The textures are fantastic, the fit is superb, and I am sure will allow some Star Trek fans to mix their roleplay with a little fetish too.

I am certainly pleased I found this when I had all but given up hope, and couldn't wait to get a pic or 2 up to show it off.

Fixation Part 2

2009-09-10T00:21:00.003+01:00

I stumbled across the relatively new Atame store some time ago, and sadly, forgot all about i then untill the Latexfair last month. Luckily, this time I grabbed a landmark, as I had found the Domina dress which I instantly fell in love with. My only issue with it was it was in green latex, which is not a colour I like too much.
A quick IM to the store owner resulted in a pleasant discussion, and a promise to have a retextured variation in black on sale within a week.
As promised, a week later I returned to the store and found it on sale. Naturally, me being me, I couldn't think of any reason now not to get it, and so, I did.
And I love it. The classicly simple yet elegant and well stated design creates the perfect air of a Dominant. The black latex of the skirt makes the white blouse stand out wonderfully, and the corset seems to shrink the waist even though it doesn't actually have any effect on your avatar's actual appearance. A first for SL perhaps? A dress that makes you look slimmer without a prim corset or the need to reduce the shape you use in the waist area?

No matter, I love the dress, which comes with a long pants to wear under the skirt, or even without the skirt, or for a more intimate scene, a pantie style cut short pant set.

Either way, This was a must buy for me, and surely any Dominant looking for an elegant, sexy yet dominating outfit would do well to consider this. And priced at just L$400 is areal bargain.

Visit Atame for a look at this outfit and many others worthy of your perusal time
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Red%20Light%20Center/140/73/23

Chance Encounter

2009-09-08T22:45:00.001+01:00

After a chance encounter with Hartie, co-owner of Restrained Freedom, and during a pleasant chat with her (They have a new arm binder due very soon for release and I keep going to see if it is on sale yet :) ) I was given this short narative, which she assures me, was not a work of fiction.

Hartie very kindly agreed for me to post it here for you to enjoy, which I hope you do as much as i did.

A different Winter-Walk
A little Background to this Story that really happened last Winter 2008/2009
It is no fiction and really happened!

I made a hobble skirt by myself out of an ankle length denim skirt. I sewed
some zippers to each side and back/front so I can individually reduce my
stride. All 4 closed, only 4 inch step length, around 10 cm. Also I own knee
length platform boots, 1 inch platform, 5 inch heels that lace up the front that I
used to wear while going out to a Club near me. I also use this Boots when I
dress up for a bit Self bondage Fun at home.

Ok, so much background

My Husband and I wanted to go for a walk in winter sun and he asked me, if I
would wear these boots for him while walking. I also had this self modified skirt
on because it’s warm and cozy, but left all zippers open. I said "ok, as long we
don’t run a marathon“
Also I had a nice warm winter coat on, with internal pockets that stick out on
the inside. As last item, I had some Earmuffs on my Ears to keep them Warm.
Because I often get cold hands, I used some Winter Fist Mittens because they
keep my hands warm. It was a nice, sunny but chilly day, -- we had 23°F back
then --
After a while he asked me if I really trust him.... and I said „yes“, and he
stopped, looking at me he asked again and I repeated "yes, I do"
He then opened my coat and asked me to put my mittened hands into the
pockets of the coat and make fists so that my hands stay complete inside. I
was puzzled at first but did as he asked and before I could react, he used
some zip ties to seal my hands in the pockets
He then produced from somewhere a set of hinged handcuffs and locked my
hands in front and closed up the coat again.
I was nervous like hell then and looked if anybody is near us, pleading with
him to stop that. But we live on the countryside and have plenty of free room
around us.
We walked further chatted a bit and he assured me again and again that all is
fine. His smile calmed me more and more, and I started to enjoy our walk
again.
Suddenly we stopped again and he then stepped again before me, only saying
"open wide" and pinched my nose at the same time
I opened my mouth to get some air and before I could react, already had a ball
gag wedged between my teeth.
I started swearing at him but only some muffled MMMPH’s came out.
He took the scarf from around my neck and wound it loosely around my lower
face, covering the gag and muffling my protests even more.
I started shivering then, but not from the cold……
We walked further down the road, he hooked his arm under my restrained one
and guiding me along, chatting a bit more about his week at work and I only
could glance around and listen to his Monolog.
Later I found out that he was far from done with restraining me!
After a while, he stopped me again and opened my coat. I sighed in relief as I
thought that he would finally release me now. But instead he pulled a chain
through the belt loops of my skirt, reached around and clipped it together in
back.
The rest of that chain he fed in my back into the skirt, zipped that open too and
fed the chain through my legs to the front, locking it to itself in front and to the
handcuffs restraining me even more!
Eventually he zipped the coat closed again and guided me further
I resisted at first, but he only looked at me, smiling warm and tenderly and
asked again if I trust him. I eventually gave in and we walked quietly further.
Well, I was quiet, he told a bit about his last working trip he had. Meanwhile
the chain between my legs did wonders and I started to enjoy its presence.
Suddenly the weather changed and clouds came up very quick. He looked up
and so quick the clouds came, so quick it began to snow.
He stopped again and pulled up my coat hood, but instead of loosely tying it,
he pulled it really tight so that only my nose was out!
He later told me, that that sprang into his weird mind as it started to snow
He guided me further and told me that we were soon home, his voice coming
muffled through the thick hood and Earmuffs to me. The whole time he
assured me, that no one is near us and that I should enjoy myself and trust
him.
After some time walking helpless chained, unable to speak or see, only hear
muffled sounds, he stopped me again and quickly closed all 4 Zippers on my
skirt so that I nearly stumbled.
My legs were welded together from my hips down to my knees, from there only
slightly allowing some room to hobble along. I thought he would grab my arm
again and lead me along, but instead, he left me there, and I wasn’t able to
locate him due to the thick hood pulled so tight. I panicked at that moment and
pulled with all my might on the cuffs holding me captive. That tugging and
pulling only drove the chain further between my legs, rubbing against my most
sensitive parts and bringing me rapidly to the edge
The chain between my legs eventually did its magic and sent me into an
exploding orgasm
Before I could collapse he grabbed me and carried me in his arms into our
house. I later found out, that we already were only 20 meters away from it
When he removed the hood, I saw a wide grinning face of him, asking me if I
am ok and if I had enjoyed my little adventure.
I was still gagged, but nodded vigorously at him, leaning to him as best I could,
giving him a kiss with my gagged mouth.
I modified the coat later, sewing some zippers to the bottom of the pockets so I
would be able to reach through them inside the coat. So with zippers open I
am able to put my hands through the pockets and handcuff me without
someone noticing
I used this exact Setup only two Weeks later for a bit Self inflicted Bondage fun
while he was on a Working trip somewhere in the World again.

The End

Pay Hartie and her partner Katie a visit by visiting Restrained Freedom - http://slurl.com/secondlife/Eminence/197/156/32

Fixation pt1

2009-08-23T22:45:00.004+01:00

Ok so as neither myself nor my sub mika are particularly comfortable with editing photographs into something resembling a page for a magazine and then adding text and headers, we decided that this would be the best way t oget Fixation off th ground.
We plan to feature fetish and glamour items that we decided we liked.
To get us started, we feature the Hybridz Latex Maid set.
I logged into SL and was surprised by mika, as he had brought this while I was offline, and he couldn't wait to show it to me.

Mike loves this as it is RLV eneabled, something we both seem a little obsessed with. The hood contains al lteh clickables to access the menu, which includes features such as lock/unlock, block TP, isolate, freeze, gag, leash and pose.

The set features the shape, skin and all the required parts, so can be worn out of the box, or one click from your RLV shared folder.

We both like the little details such as the bows and lacey frills that make this outfit almost cute, despite the somewhat heavy bondage feel and indeed features of it.

Complete with a dolly mouth and pussy, frilly skirts, inflated breasts and ballet heels, this is quite a fun and certainly interesting addition to submissive or maid's inventory, and a fun item to include in the shared folder.

We both love the look of this one and would reccomend it to anyone with L$700 to spend on a maid outfit.

All Quiet on the Western Front

2009-06-09T22:11:00.003+01:00

Ok, I know I have let things go quiet here a bit of late, and for that I apologise. I have been focusing on a few other things, and let's be honest, unless you want to read about how many times I changed my avatar's underwear each day, most of the time I have little to post. Few groundbreaking or earth shattering evets happen.
Sorry, but I really am quite a dull person :)

That said, yesterday, I had a serious arguement with one of my closest RL friends, when a lot of things were said that were hurtful to both parties. I was evil, spiteful, and looking back, yes, even ugly. And I let my temper get the better of me, something I rarely ever do now I have matured a little. Sadly, yesterday that temper scaped unchecked, and resulted in me losing it in such a way I put my foot through a glass pane on my home's front door.

I was lucky, as I was wearing rather sturdy shoes which protected my foot, the door however was not quite so lucky, and so now, I find that I now have to spring for a glazier to fix it. So what benefit did losing my temper gain me?

In short, the answer is nothing. I almost lost my closest and dearest RL friend. I now have the added expense of having to get the door fixed. And because of my own stupid pride, found myself walking to work, rather than sharing the car with my friend. Needless to say a journey that usually takes me 5 minutes by car, took a lot longer this morning, and now I also have blisters.

Thankfully, my friend and I finally put this stupid spat behind us a few hours ago, and we are again the closest of friends. The air between us has cleared a little after slowly building friction over a period of time, and I have accepted that until they can find a new car, they can continue to borrow mine (they work further away from my home than I do - so it seemed fair).

It turns out that just because I say something is fine, it doesn't mean it is. I hate being a passenger in my own car, that still remains true, and we both now are fully aware of it. But friends stick together, and so I will just try to be better than I was yesterday, and wait it out untill they get a new car.

Untill then, I suppose I will be a little grouchy.

So, don;t make me angry, you won't like me when I'm angry... and neither will your front door.

3rd post

2009-05-24T23:06:00.002+01:00

I'm afraid things have been a little quiet here, as I have been writing and planning out future posts for the SL fetish Fashion Blog. I'm still a little humbled at having been asked to feature as a writer, as I have been following that blog for some time, even having made one or two purchases based on the reviews there.
And yet, here I am, now 3 posts into a serialisation of pony play in SL, with many more still to follow.]]Keep checking back there for more - and not just on the pony play - everything featured on the Fetish Fashion Blog is a worthy, and humorous, entertaining read.

And don't worry, I haven't forgotten to post things on my own blog - it's just taking a break while I gather insperation for future photoshoots.

Pony Correspondant

2009-05-09T22:41:00.004+01:00

Yesterday I was privilaged enough to have the first part in a serialised feature on pony play within Second Life. Whilst this is,for me, a more personal expose than anything, I hope that it might help to re-energise the pony scene.
Any mistakes, errors, or differences of opinions are my own, and I would welcome any feedback - so long as it remains non abusive - to fill in any gaps there might be for anyone else that reads it.

So head over to the SL Fetish Fashion link on the side bar to read more.

Decisions, decisions..

2009-04-21T01:10:00.003+01:00

I have been considering for a while now, and I still do not know which way to go.I have been fascinated by the latex dolls, and for over a year have been considering whether to join their ranks or not. I feel that the amount of time that I should devote to something like the dolls, might be more than I can reasonably put in, which is the reason for my lenghty hesitation. I might consider another dolls group, if anyone can reccomend one, perhaps with a little less strict uniform requirement o less rules.

Similarly, another long time fascination of mine has recently resurface, and again, my lenghty hesitation is the amount of time that would need to be devoted to it. And that is the way of th geisha. Should I pick up where I left off a long time ago, and re commence training as a geisha?
Both the latex dolls and geisha are of considerable interest to me, but perhaps, a more relaxed and less formal way to both is what I need.

And untill such time as something presents itself, I will no doubt be tussling with this for a while to come.

Happy Easter

2009-04-11T01:03:00.003+01:00

The photos are from my most recent photoshoot, using the character Selene from the Underworld series of movies. I had to include the obligatory butt shot for you guys. I have to confess, myself and Mika are running out of inspired ideas for shoots, so if anyone as any cool and workable ideas, please let me kno. And if we go for your idea, I will try to time it so you can sit in on the shoot, or even take part too.
If not, well, we can work something out for you. Probably. I still haven't managed to get my head around how to edit photos an layer them, so that I can use multiple photos on one page with text to upload into Second Life as a magazine page.
If anyone wants that job for me - let me know too - I'd appreciate it and who knos, it might be a way into virtual journalism for us. :). Who knows?

So.. what's new?

2009-03-23T00:53:00.002Z

Ok so far I really haven't really told you much of anything interesting, so I figure, why break the habit now?
Truth be told, I have been suffering from the blogger's eqivalent of writer's block, and without any real knowledge of how to layer pics in photoshop or paintshop, my magazine idea has fallen to the wayside. Plus there is also the issue of writing articles and whatnot. Some of this comes with ease to some people, and others, like me for exam, just suck at creating. It seems my role in SL is to tell others "hey, you know what would be cool?" and let them go about putting it into production. And that's fine with me. Except I dont get rich off that :)
So - for those of you that do currently have an active imagination, drop me a line telling me what you want to see inSL that you so far have't found. If I find it for you - that's great. But if I dont - I'll see if I can find someone to make it.
And if you have any ideas for a magazine style photoshoot - let me have those too. And if you are online when we shoot it - you get invited along too.

Anniversary

2009-03-21T00:29:00.004Z

I hadn't even realised until it was pointed out to me yesterday that I have now been blogging for a whole year. I have to say, the time has flown. And what have I learned in that year?
I have learned that no matter how inconceivable the idea is for an object in SL, you can bet someone else has already made it. And if not - if you are patient, and ask around, someone will most likely make it for you, if you are not feeling upto making it yourself. I have also learned that no matter how much you try - there does come a time when the multitude of shops, stores and malls in SL cease to seem to have anything new or inspiring to sell to you. And that just when you give up all hope, someone makes a suggestion, or you see something that sparks that "Oh god yes! I just have to get me one of them!" kind of reactions. The biggst issue is then if you can get it at an affordable price.
And that no matter how obscure a fetish, kink, quirk or whatever - if you search hard enough, there is a home for it in SL. Or maybe several homes.
But the most impotant thing is - Second Life is full of some of the most wonderful people. Sure - some are total assholes, but you walk down any street in real life and tell me there isn't at least one asshole there too. And at least, in SL, anyone that has been here more than a month looks great!

Wish List

2009-03-20T00:00:00.006Z

I have to confess to being taken aback a little, though it was most definatelynice, to hear that Deirdre Young, of Second Life Fetish Fashion blog - http://slfetishfashion.blogspot.com/ had included this very blog on their site. Wow! It's hard to beleive that anyone really even read this blog, as I dont even know what I am going to put here most of the time, and it's so rarely on topic, I should rename it "The Insane Ramblings of an Englishwoman" - but it seems too much trouble, so I will decline that. No matter i has given me a slight kick up the arse to keep posting, even if there is nothing much for me to post here.
But I will say you should definately check out the SL Fetish Fashion blog.

2009-03-14T01:36:00.003Z

Ok I have decided it's about time to post a ic usinga different skin, just because I have it, and, for the sake of diversity, which is what makes SL so good in my opinion.

Nothing much else to post, so, this could be all for a month or so, unless I get inspired.

So if you want to see a particular theme set of photos, or, you think you can help me put the pics into a magazine without getting censored by Photobucket (Grrrr) let me know.

Lazy Days

2009-03-11T22:47:00.005Z

Yes I know it has been a while since I last posted to this blog. Sorry for thosetoo bored to looks elsewhere for entertainment :).
I just haven't felt there was anything worth writing about. Till now. And I doubt you will be quite as excited about this as I am.
Now, some of you may know that I quite enjoy the ponyplay scene here in SL. And that I quite enjoy being the pony too.
Ok so far?
Good.
Since I took possesion of the Morbid Play Evo Bridle, I hae been wanting to do a little blind pony carting. Yes, I am that messed up. Anyway, to help the cart driver facilitate just where the pony is togo, most trainers use whip commands. Cracking the whip in the air a set number of times to tell the pony which way to go. This is all very well and good if the pony can see, they can esily tell how much of aturn is needed at the next bend. But a blind pony does not have that luxury. And so I set out to acquire a HUd to convey a little more contol over the steering. And lo! Success!

With a lot of help (ok so my idea, and someone ese's work - but we oerate as a team) we now have a new steering HUD. with 3 levels of turn.
3 whip cracks means a course adjstment to the left. 3 cracks and a light tug of the reins means a more sharp turn to the left. And 3 cras with a firm tug on the reins means a hard left turn. And the same to the right - only with 4 whip cracks. You get the idea?
It does require a lot of practise from the pony - I should know - I spent quite a few runs around with a cart trying it. And some patience from the trainer or owner.
But, after negotiating a tricky course totaly blinded, albeit not in any record time,I m happy to say that it works.

And is available to buy for a meagre L$50 in the tack shop of FFF in SL. I am hoping this is the first poduct of many that will at least offer some originality to SL, and at a price to make it available to the masses, rather than a select few.
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Oraenji/193/106/101 is where it can be found for those tempted to try it

What's new pussycat? wooooahhwooaaah wooh

2009-01-22T23:16:00.002Z

Oh my god -I jusut watched Will Smith's latest movie - Seven Pounds - and although I knew it was going to be a tear jerker, I wasso not prepared for the lalst 10 minutes or so o the movie, despit knowing what to expect.

I can't remember the last time a movie made me feel so emotional. If you want a movie to make you feel good, this might not be the best choice, but for a movie that grabs you, pulls you in and grips you all the way through its just over two hours duration, this is probably the one for you. But bring some tissue. If this movie doesn't win some awards, then there is either a geat year for movies to look forward to, or a miscarriage of justice.

last one of the confinement suit

2009-01-07T00:54:00.001Z

There that should be enough to make uo for not posting in ages...

Yet more

2009-01-07T00:52:00.003Z

Ok so maybe not cool.. but - well, something, ya know?

2009-01-06T23:52:00.002Z

I'm still cool

2009-01-06T23:26:00.007Z

Just letting you ll ( or those that read this anyway) know I am still alive, well and reasonably ok after the festivities of christmas and new year. I havea few SL issues with textures when wearing multiple clothing layers, so I might have to remove SL completely and do a fresh install as clearing cache doesnt work too well.

I got married to my SL girlfriend on boxing day in a really quick nd quiet ceremony (it's not often we are both online at the same time at the moment so it had to be :)
All's well and if this blog would let me post a handful of pics, I would - so - prepare for multiple posts of just a pic and no text - largely due tto the fact Im lousy at thinking of things to type in here.

It looks like Rein, dear

2008-12-19T00:08:00.002Z

Just to show that I do have a sense of homour, and can get into the festive swing, here's a picture of me as a latex reindeer/ponygirl.

I also reached my free limit of 200 photos uploaded to Flickr, so that will now only display the most recent 200. To see more of the pics, click on my photobucket link at the top left of the page - the password is "Sugary"

Slow Down

2008-12-16T09:15:00.004Z

It's been a while, and I am sorry for that, if anyone reads this regularly enough to notice. I have had a few things in real life to distract me, and let's face it, this time of year, Second Life isn't quite the bustling place it can be.
I have been putting in the hours as a pony girl, and am now getting reasonably good times on slalom and steeple, and have been enjoying some dressage too. And helping a few newer ponies also. See? I'm not all self.
Anyway, just to show you I really am still alive, and not posting this while locked in some dungeon at gunpoint here's a pic of me in one of my other fetishes, traditional dress or costumes from around the world. And yes, that is the Taj Mahal in the background. Modelling is such a glamourous life (virtually :))

It's been a while - but I'm still here

2008-11-04T00:58:00.003Z

I know I have been quiet for a while - but I haven't had much to write about - I fell for someone breifly - in that way we all too easily do - but it didn't work out, so I'm back where I was before. I still have my loved ones in SL, though sadly, the times together are often all too short each time. And its those in between times I sometimes find myself wanting. I am grateful for those I call friends, yeah you know who you are ;). And all those near misses - well - i still love ya anyway.

But it's cool, because Morbid Designs are close to completing a new pony play bridle - and I am fortunate enough to have been testing it. And even though it's not yet finished, I love it already.. as a taster, here's a pic of me in tack - including the new bridle.

On a side note - I am also penning a ponygirl story though at this stage - whether it will be turned into a photostory in my long running yet stalled project magazine, or will just gather dust as a notecard, I dont yet know. Time will tell.

Anyway, thankyou for listening to me gab on and on - I'm sure you all got better things to do so...

Go on! Get outta here!

Fighter

2008-09-26T07:15:00.003+01:00

While researching a little for a photoshoot i have planned to feature in the Fixation magazine, I met someone who is rather into the Wrestling and cat or sex fighting scene in SL. We chatted a little and despite my misgivings - I have no desire to be beaten to a bloody pulp, nor inflict that on anyone else for that matter, I relented and agreed to a match in which she would go easy with me.

Anyway, I donned my favorite latex suit and boxing boots, and gave it a go.The results of this can be found here: http://nao-catfightwrestling.blogspot.com/2008/09/first-macth-for-site.html

It is fair to say that it was rather enjoyable, and it is entirely possible that in the not too distant future I may step back int othe ring. But first I need to plot some more dirty moves - and to win these, you really do have to fight dirty with everything you have.

Break the Silence

2008-09-25T07:36:00.003+01:00

It's been a while since I posted here - and it's not because I can't be bothered, or that I'm dead or anything (yet anyway) it's just that lately, I haven't been feeling up to it - a few things in RL have affected my mood, and much as I try, the enthusiasm just isn't there at the moment. I know it's only temporary, and when I find something I like a lot and sink my teeth into - the phase will well and truly be over. But I just wanted y'all (if anyone who might read this counts as all?) to know I lost my groove, but am working on geting back into it. And soon.

Lifestyles of the Almost Rich and Almost Famous

2008-08-30T00:19:00.002+01:00

I have spent almost all day - thanks to the lovely Scooter Debevec - sailing around parts of sl and I think I almost now have the hang of it - whilst I wont pretend a motor boat isn't easie, there is some satisfaction from working hard to maintain the sails correctly. Watch this space for news of me drowning or missing at sea. And once I had figured I had drunk enough salt water to last a lifetime, I drove home in the classic Porsche 550 Spyder from 1953. Oh and found the boat of my dreams - it's not cheap so - It's my next dream possesion.

I want to say a big huge thanks to all those close to me that make my time in SL so enjoyable.

Photo Crazy

2008-08-28T02:08:00.003+01:00

Lately I seem to be spending a fortune in LS, simply because I think it might make a great photoset. and now that the timing belt on my real life car has snapped, I have no spare cash to direct into SL for a while - and so - rather than go shopping, I am taking photos with a view to including them in the magazine. And even if they dont make it - I have uploaded a few to my Flickr site anyway.

But just for - in case none of the other photos were a taster enough - here's a couple I took today before I head off to bed.

More photos

2008-08-25T23:52:00.004+01:00

I'm still working on ideas, themes, and content for the magzine, which I am determined to at least try to publish. It will probably be the biggest flop in SL history, bu ttat least I will have had fun trying to make it - which is why the idea is taking so long to come to fruition. I confess, I do enjoy posing for the photos, and working with the photographers to try and get the best pose and angle where possible, and I often find myself buying items in SL purely with the intent to wear it for a photoshoot - and quite possibly never to use it again.

But at least that is fun. I'm pleased to announce that Warren Ochs of Imagenations photo studio has agreed to assit - and by assist, I practially mean do everything but model for me :). and that Mika, my current photographer will still take photos too. MistressVictoria whom I have struck up a very special friendship with has also agreed to come on board with ideas for photoshoots, and help with other content for the mag. After all, it cant all be just photos of me. Well it could but I doubt it would have any broad appeal at all then.

Anyway, if you have ideas, themes, topics, or locations for shoots, or fancy taking some photos yourself and require a model - drop me an IM in world and we'll see what we can do... and it might even make a future issue of Fixation - if it happens.

Gearing up - then stalling.

2008-08-21T00:43:00.003+01:00

Killing time I took a few photos for a set I was planning to feature in the Magazine if i ever manage to get my head around photo editing. And damn if I'm not struggling on that!

So for a taster of the kinds of things I enjoy - I uploaded a couple more pics for you.

Still here

2008-08-18T01:09:00.003+01:00

Yes it's true - in case anyone reads this - I am still here and despite it being a quiet summer, most of my activities have been reasonably quiet. I finally settled on a name for the impending project of a fetish and glamour magazine - Fixations - and have been taking a few photos of potential sets which will eventually appear in the magazine.

Don't hold your breath though as I really am hopeless with photo and graphics packages, and am seriously considering bringing in outside help.

Watch this space - and if you do want to help - let me know. Photgraphers, graphic wizards, or designers looking for free promotions - all welcome

Absense makes the heart grow - wilder!

2008-06-11T01:19:00.002+01:00

I know it has been a while again since I posted here - if I thought more than 1 or 2 people who see me regularly enough in SL actually noticed, I might feel bad about it - but the truth is I had been busy posing, modelling and begging for freebies of the pony hooves that are featured in some of the other photos posted here on this blog.
And of course, I had to make a special request or 6 for a few other items, which the kind designer of Morbid Studios has patiently agreed to give a go to.

So - just to let you know I haven't really been totally idle, here are a few new photos.

Fetish for Fashion

2008-05-27T07:52:00.002+01:00

Just a quick photo - when I have some quiet time - i like to find a nice, quiet spot and wear something from my inventory I havent worn in a while.

And so here is the white Victorian bustle dress from Reasonable Desires, set against the church and school on the left of the photo, at Alphavile.

If anyone has a soft spot for the victorian era, then Alphaville must be on your list of places to visit.

Horseback

2008-05-26T17:14:00.003+01:00

Just so you all know I do have other interests in SL in addition to ponygirls, here's a shot of me on my horse, (yes, ok so it is taken at the ponygirl farm but so what?)Riding the sidesaddle Roan from Cheval Verite - check them out if you are looking for a ridable horse.

Ponygirl

2008-05-26T10:54:00.002+01:00

Seeing as how ponyplay plays a large part of my time in SL, here is a pic of me in the Frilly Filly Farm uniform, using the CCP bridle and sporting the new FFF colors hooves from Morbid Designs.

Though I spend most of my time there out of my tack as a trainer, it's nice to let someone else take the reins once in a while, and I really reccomend it for any prospective new pony.

All quiet

2008-05-22T22:31:00.003+01:00

Ok I'll be the first to admit things have been pretty quiet here - but that's only because I have been lacking anything noteworthy to post.

so just to let you all know I am still alive and well and kicking in SL - here's a little photo of me in the Hot pink Latex catsuit from BugShit and hooves by Morbid Designs, Hatch harness also from Morbid designs.

2008-04-25T09:44:00.002+01:00

Just for the record, it did rain yesterday, first thing on the morning and again late last night - and rain is predicted today too. So there it is - England really is as wet as they make it look in the movies.

Ok several days ago Head Stable Mistress of Frilly Filly Farm for ponygirls and boys promoted me to a senior trainer, a fact I am particularly proud of and pleased with.
It was after all ponyplay that first brought SL to my attention. More on that later.

In case you ever wondered - part 2

2008-04-23T15:20:00.002+01:00

Well it's been a week since my last post, and I can confirm there has been only 2 dry days in that time. But it could have rained while I was sleeping. So there you go, England really is a wet spot on the globe.

2008-04-16T23:55:00.002+01:00

Just in case you ever wondered, it's true. It really does rain in England as much as TV and the movies would have you think. To proove it, the last three days it had rained - not constantly, in fact there have even been moments when the sun has been out. But it later rained.
I intend to keep you updated on the rain situation.

2008-04-15T23:52:00.002+01:00

Here is a photo of me in one of my favorite tank tops which bears the slogan "I have the pussy so I make the rules", by Nooky Creations, shown here with jeans by Decadent Designs, called Sho-Lo Too! Trashed Jeans in Charcoal. Bra and panties are from Reasonable Desires English Schoolgirl set, and so are the stockings but you cant really see those. Ok so not exactly fetish wear? Maybe not in teh common meaning of the word fetish. Kinky then? Perhaps not either. But being walking wardrobe is to me a fetish, I have to have everything I can get my hands on, slutty, sexy, kinky, wild or just plain different makes it a must have for me - and that is my real fetish. Bondage and the more common ideas for fetish wear are perhaps better described as kinks for me. So now you know.

2008-04-14T01:32:00.002+01:00

Ok so I slept a fair bit this weekend to catchup with the loss of sleep due to my SL addiction, so not much happened.
I spent a few more lindens, and acquired a few more outfits, but didn't really do much.
Oh, and I went dancing with a friend - it has been a while since I went ballroom dancing.
One thing I noticed was how so many go to a formal ballroom, yet do not dress the part.
I love to dress up - that is perhaps my biggest fetish - and it saddens me that so many turn up to ballroom dance in jeans and t shirt.
C'mon guys - make the effort - it is so much nicer if you do - for all concerned

A bit more about me

2008-04-10T21:51:00.005+01:00

Here is a rare snap of me in pony tack, hitched to a cart at Alphaville, a Victorian themed D/s community in SL. Just in case you wandered.

While I am not exactly rushed, here is one of me and my sub Mika relaxing in the pool at our home. And why not? it's a slow news day after all.

So My fetishes - rubber and latex, ponyplay - D/s but mainly restraint and bondage play.
Shopping too - not a kink but its a fetish when its done like I can do it sometimes.
Other things in SL too vague or rarely if ever participated in but I wont rule it out either if it takes my fancy at the time - including neko and or furry.

I also like my toys - no not them toys - well them too :) but I meant cars, bikes, planes, boats etc.

So I know that tells you nothing really but hey - what did you expect? My life laid totally out for you guys? Voyeurs - pffft!

You got a friend in me

2008-04-09T01:39:00.003+01:00

Another day passed in SL with little of anything of consequence happening. Still no magazine as I really just dont have the artistic talents, or the patience yet. But then that might be because I am feeling tired a lot in Real Life. It's always good to speak to friends in SL, and the social part of that is perhaps it's biggest draw for me - and why the Bane test was so hard.
So a big shout out to my contacts that spoke to me today in SL *waves* Thanks for being on my friends list. Sometimes, no matter how hard I try to amuse myself and not become a stalker - it's those friends that really make the difference.
When rules, requirements, drama, bull and all that other stuff is getting too much, few things are more fun than just hanging out with someone - be they slave, ponygirl, Mistress or even a neko. And to go shoe shopping with a friend really makes my day. And it was a day of totally non fetish-y things because I just couldnt be bothered. So once again, thanks to my loyal subbies - I love ya, and to friends old and new - and especially to the shoe genie - I'd like to say "Cheers mom, for keeping me up an hour later than I planned to".

:)

Apologies to the Linden Gods

2008-04-06T23:14:00.002+01:00

Ok maybe I was a bit hasty and testy yesterday - SL finally works for me, though not sure if it is something SL did, or whether my removal of just about every program from my Pc and reinstallation worked. The support ticket I sent to SL about my log in issues came back saying my account had been suspended but this was clearly not the case - my SL simply was not detecting their server. Maybe the UK was the last place brought back online?

No matter, I'm back and despite the new viewer being a littlel more heavy on my broadband speed and therefore things take longer to rez, it is a much more detailed world.

And I found some cheap but pleasantly effective studio lights to use in my photostudio at my home - and uploaded a photo (yes that worked too!) to celebrate.

I also have the ThinK magazine printing press in preparation for this magazine idea, I now simply need motivation, perhaps some ideas or even a shoot director, and someone to spend countless hours trimming photos to one page in photoshop - though I may yet do this myself - if it's not too tricky. My artistic skills could be best described as non existant.

In any event - watch this space.

Darned SL

2008-04-05T22:51:00.002+01:00

Well I would love to say i have had a great day in SL, but like most addicts of this alternate life, It has been a frustrating day to say the least.

Just because my real life has given me the oppotunity to spend most of my day here at my PC, I haven't been able to do anything.

Fate is such a cruel Mistress sometimes.

So far my plans for my fetish and D/s magazine have taken a back seat, mainly because I lack a good posestand packed full of the more interesting poses. Something that I had planned to at least partially rectify today. I also had hoped to fish around a little more for a latex Supergirl costume for a photoshoot I have been wanting to do for some time, so far my best price quoted has been L$4000, which I consider a little too high for use in just the one or maybe a handful of shoots.

Any offers? :)

Latest cooky idea

2008-04-04T07:33:00.003+01:00

Ok so for those that know me well enough, this isnt exactly a new new idea of mine, but it's something that's been bouncing around in my head for a while now.
Quite simply I am in the process of maybe putting together a magazine in SL, using a whole reel of camera film to showcase a particular outfit and/or accesories (Picture afull latex outfit, worn by a super hot model *me* :), being photographed from every available angle, slowly undressing then being locked into restraints and bundled into a cage to finish, with comments to describe the outfit, seller. Add to that hopefully interviews with some of SL's top fetish and D/s designers, interviews with a fetish diva *:)* and suggestions from SL's finest readers of said magazine as to what outfits or accesories they would like to see their fetish diva and friends photographed in/on/around.
add to that if it gains enough momentum and support, guest models, photographers, maybe a reader's pic section and so on.
Sadly, I still cant figure out why my photos are not uploading from my hard drive to anything -no grahics program seems to recognise them, so I may need help from any budding artists looking to amuse themselves for a while by editing photos, any aspiring photographers looking to get into the press (who knows - it MIGHT happen?). Sadly, this is ahobby not a profession, so i wont be able to pay, god knows it costs enough to get the nicest clothes and toys but perhaps if things work out - we might get sponsers. And no way I can do this on my own, so, if you can help, let me know.

Still quiet - sort of

2008-04-03T21:07:00.002+01:00

Ok well the house is just about finished - though I thought that yesterday. SL keeps throwing up really cool thins and there is always en element of "I gotta get that!" So for about the umpteenth time now, I think the house tha my subs and I have created for ourselves (well, bought really thanks to the wonderful variety of designers in SL) is once again about complete. Terraforming is way harder than I expected - so I may be looking for a landscape gardener - anyone interested?
Which hopefully will give me a little time to focus on what I really want from SL. Besides the harmless distraction of escape from reality - and the hungry wolves (creditors) circling or camped within sight of my front door, and the sad fact that I am still only young ( Im not yet 30 - so that's still young, right?)and have a kid that knows more about the real world than I do (well he thinks he does anyway), SL is my outlet - It is cheaper to spend a few hours in SL than it is to get a babysitter in and go to a club or bar for a few hours - then spend that time quilty about having left my kid with a stranger. And given some of my shopping sprees, perhaps it isnt actually cheaper after all. Ok I may have to think that one through a little more.
Ponygirls - that was what brought me to SL in the first place, and during my time here so far has always been bubbling under the surface for me. I sa a picture taken in SL on the Sir Jeff's ponygirl website - see my links - and that brought me to SL where I spent some cash getting tack, then became a stable Mistress at a Victorian BDSM sim. So no need for my own tack. It's quiet there - but one of the most wonderful places to visit. And after a breif absense from pony play, I became both pony and a trainer at Frilly Filly Farm. Some of the best trainers and ponies in SL have passed through that sim - and Im glad some of those are now on my friends list.

Ive written too much here - so - TO BE CONTINUED...
Tune in next time - same bat channel, same (ok maybe not) bat time.

All quiet

2008-04-01T00:43:00.002+01:00

Yes I had noticed it's been a few days since my last entry, but since no one is reading or commenting, not sure it's really even worth bothering. Just kidding. I've been busy as my sub and long time friend in SL and previous chat programs bought a plot of land, and we have been busy setting up home, dragging a few helpful friends and my loved SL family into help with landscaping and ideas.

I have no idea if you are aware of this - but finding nice quality, low budget low prim furniture is not as easy as you might think. Especially when I see something different - I can't help myself - I am a shopoholic with a serious compulsive disorder.

Still not having any luck adding pictures yet, but some of my photos have been uploaded to Flickr.com - check them out.

Chilled

2008-03-23T22:23:00.003Z

Spent most of the day in RL with my kid - well it is Easter Sunday! Not really feeling too bothered about doing anything at all - lazy day today.

Last night before I went to bed i did get back into the Bane suit and set the timer for half an hour - after 5 minutes I switched viewers and cheated out of it - I guess I just needed a fix.

Got to get something resolved with uploading photos.

Comedown

2008-03-22T20:51:00.000Z

Strangely, I have not yet full comedown from my short banishment, and am very tempted to climb back into the suit for a while - perhaps that has become my security blanket, or it maybe that It's a holiday weekend and most people are offline. And so I have focused on getting to grips with photography in SL, with varying degrees of success. It's tricky to find the right combination of pose, lighting and outfit not to mention backgrounds for the couple of photostudios in my collection. Plus I am hunting SL for a latex supergirl c ostume with so far, no success. More annoying is that most of the pictures i have taken so far do not seem to want to upload into this blog. File size or format perhaps. Something for me to look into when I can be bothered.

No longer Ban(e)ished

2008-03-21T00:48:00.000Z

Well, my time as a beta tester for Marine Kelley, of the Real Restraints brand fame is complete without any major mishaps. My Pc crashed once, but I suspect that was more to do with me running too much in the background to keep myself busy than anything else. So I should be happy to be free once more you ask? Well, yes and no - yep you guessed it - I am ambiguous at best. My problem is I want my cake and to eat it without gaining an ounce of weight.
On one hand, it's not as easy as you might think to amuse yourself for almost 10 hours being unable to interract. I suppose I cheated a little by logging in to an empty sim and leaving my pc running while i did things away from my PC, but - being totally cut off is not a bad thing - it let me try to figure out why I am having such trouble uploading SL photos to the blog - and gave me time to write this much.
So am I eager to get back into the suit? No... well maybe - but I really think without someone holding my hand the whole time, I wouldnt last 10 hours again. (Looking once more at the Bane suit) but if nothing else, I have a new set of pyjamas.

Bane - 3 and half hours left

2008-03-20T20:35:00.000Z

So, almost 7 hours into the bane test, how do I feel about it? Well....
I hate it!
No.. wait... I love it!
Ok let me clarify - as a Switch - I enjoy at times being Dominant, other times, I am submissive, yet still other times, I am about as vanilla as.. say vanilla flavour ice cream.. so it's pretty fair to say I am mixed up abou this kind of thing.
As a Dominant, I hate the restrictions - the punishments for trying to do anything the rest of SL takes for granted. The worst part of being banished is the fact that you are free to go anywhere, but there is no point. Try it out if you get a chance and see what I mean. Yet it is fair to say being in SL jail is probably more free - despite being in a cell almost all the time. And yet as a Dominant, if pulls me away from those "Mistress may I...." and such - so it is also like a vacation. Freeing yet, not free. Complex? Yeah I got a migraine just thinking that too.
As a sub, the amount of restrictions placed on you are mouth watering. Truly - and maybe wet more than just the mouth. :)
I love the fact the suit punishes you for everything - except farting - but even that's no fun in a latex suit. But as a sub, I also hate the fact that you are free to wander aimlessly. That's like an anti-prison, right?
And that is the point of the bane project - you are free, yet not free, captive, but not a captive. It does make you appreciate even the most breif of human contact and understanding so much more though. And the finial product prmises even more head twisters.
So - am I eager to get out? Yes.. uhm.. no. Yes. I don't know. Ask me again in..oh... 3 more hours.

Bane

2008-03-19T20:30:00.000Z

Just started to beta test Marine Kelly's Bane suit - so sorry but no contact from me in SL for a couple of days - and don't bother to ask about features - if i could say anything in SL, i wouldn't - am sworn to secrecy. Am trying to get a picture uploaded - but I seem to have hidden the file that the photos save to - so Im having a hard time finding them on my hard drive, so please, be patient.

Blog Virgin

2008-03-19T18:53:00.000Z

This is my first effort at a blog, and most likely it won't last, but who knows? Maybe it will.
For the record, I'm a single mother of a six year old, living in the UK. Not going to give much more about real life, except to say that rather than blow a fortune on drinks and babysitters, I live my life in Second Life - it's cheaper and mostly more fun too.