Spent most of the day in RL with my kid - well it is Easter Sunday! Not really feeling too bothered about doing anything at all - lazy day today.
Last night before I went to bed i did get back into the Bane suit and set the timer for half an hour - after 5 minutes I switched viewers and cheated out of it - I guess I just needed a fix.
Got to get something resolved with uploading photos.
About Me
- Jaydana Thorne
- Since Im not going to go into real life - in Second Life, I am at times, quiet, shy and reserved, at other times, lively, fun and outgoing. Part time model (prefer fetish but will do mainstream c outure too) and keen ponygirl trainer - also a ponygirl and anything else that seems interesting - have probably got an outfit for every occasion, more than one for some. And toys to go with it.
Sunday 23 March 2008
Saturday 22 March 2008
Comedown
Strangely, I have not yet full comedown from my short banishment, and am very tempted to climb back into the suit for a while - perhaps that has become my security blanket, or it maybe that It's a holiday weekend and most people are offline. And so I have focused on getting to grips with photography in SL, with varying degrees of success. It's tricky to find the right combination of pose, lighting and outfit not to mention backgrounds for the couple of photostudios in my collection. Plus I am hunting SL for a latex supergirl c ostume with so far, no success. More annoying is that most of the pictures i have taken so far do not seem to want to upload into this blog. File size or format perhaps. Something for me to look into when I can be bothered.
Friday 21 March 2008
No longer Ban(e)ished
Well, my time as a beta tester for Marine Kelley, of the Real Restraints brand fame is complete without any major mishaps. My Pc crashed once, but I suspect that was more to do with me running too much in the background to keep myself busy than anything else. So I should be happy to be free once more you ask? Well, yes and no - yep you guessed it - I am ambiguous at best. My problem is I want my cake and to eat it without gaining an ounce of weight.
On one hand, it's not as easy as you might think to amuse yourself for almost 10 hours being unable to interract. I suppose I cheated a little by logging in to an empty sim and leaving my pc running while i did things away from my PC, but - being totally cut off is not a bad thing - it let me try to figure out why I am having such trouble uploading SL photos to the blog - and gave me time to write this much.
So am I eager to get back into the suit? No... well maybe - but I really think without someone holding my hand the whole time, I wouldnt last 10 hours again. (Looking once more at the Bane suit) but if nothing else, I have a new set of pyjamas.
On one hand, it's not as easy as you might think to amuse yourself for almost 10 hours being unable to interract. I suppose I cheated a little by logging in to an empty sim and leaving my pc running while i did things away from my PC, but - being totally cut off is not a bad thing - it let me try to figure out why I am having such trouble uploading SL photos to the blog - and gave me time to write this much.
So am I eager to get back into the suit? No... well maybe - but I really think without someone holding my hand the whole time, I wouldnt last 10 hours again. (Looking once more at the Bane suit) but if nothing else, I have a new set of pyjamas.
Thursday 20 March 2008
Bane - 3 and half hours left
So, almost 7 hours into the bane test, how do I feel about it? Well....
I hate it!
No.. wait... I love it!
Ok let me clarify - as a Switch - I enjoy at times being Dominant, other times, I am submissive, yet still other times, I am about as vanilla as.. say vanilla flavour ice cream.. so it's pretty fair to say I am mixed up abou this kind of thing.
As a Dominant, I hate the restrictions - the punishments for trying to do anything the rest of SL takes for granted. The worst part of being banished is the fact that you are free to go anywhere, but there is no point. Try it out if you get a chance and see what I mean. Yet it is fair to say being in SL jail is probably more free - despite being in a cell almost all the time. And yet as a Dominant, if pulls me away from those "Mistress may I...." and such - so it is also like a vacation. Freeing yet, not free. Complex? Yeah I got a migraine just thinking that too.
As a sub, the amount of restrictions placed on you are mouth watering. Truly - and maybe wet more than just the mouth. :)
I love the fact the suit punishes you for everything - except farting - but even that's no fun in a latex suit. But as a sub, I also hate the fact that you are free to wander aimlessly. That's like an anti-prison, right?
And that is the point of the bane project - you are free, yet not free, captive, but not a captive. It does make you appreciate even the most breif of human contact and understanding so much more though. And the finial product prmises even more head twisters.
So - am I eager to get out? Yes.. uhm.. no. Yes. I don't know. Ask me again in..oh... 3 more hours.
I hate it!
No.. wait... I love it!
Ok let me clarify - as a Switch - I enjoy at times being Dominant, other times, I am submissive, yet still other times, I am about as vanilla as.. say vanilla flavour ice cream.. so it's pretty fair to say I am mixed up abou this kind of thing.
As a Dominant, I hate the restrictions - the punishments for trying to do anything the rest of SL takes for granted. The worst part of being banished is the fact that you are free to go anywhere, but there is no point. Try it out if you get a chance and see what I mean. Yet it is fair to say being in SL jail is probably more free - despite being in a cell almost all the time. And yet as a Dominant, if pulls me away from those "Mistress may I...." and such - so it is also like a vacation. Freeing yet, not free. Complex? Yeah I got a migraine just thinking that too.
As a sub, the amount of restrictions placed on you are mouth watering. Truly - and maybe wet more than just the mouth. :)
I love the fact the suit punishes you for everything - except farting - but even that's no fun in a latex suit. But as a sub, I also hate the fact that you are free to wander aimlessly. That's like an anti-prison, right?
And that is the point of the bane project - you are free, yet not free, captive, but not a captive. It does make you appreciate even the most breif of human contact and understanding so much more though. And the finial product prmises even more head twisters.
So - am I eager to get out? Yes.. uhm.. no. Yes. I don't know. Ask me again in..oh... 3 more hours.
Wednesday 19 March 2008
Bane
Just started to beta test Marine Kelly's Bane suit - so sorry but no contact from me in SL for a couple of days - and don't bother to ask about features - if i could say anything in SL, i wouldn't - am sworn to secrecy. Am trying to get a picture uploaded - but I seem to have hidden the file that the photos save to - so Im having a hard time finding them on my hard drive, so please, be patient.
Blog Virgin
This is my first effort at a blog, and most likely it won't last, but who knows? Maybe it will.
For the record, I'm a single mother of a six year old, living in the UK. Not going to give much more about real life, except to say that rather than blow a fortune on drinks and babysitters, I live my life in Second Life - it's cheaper and mostly more fun too.
For the record, I'm a single mother of a six year old, living in the UK. Not going to give much more about real life, except to say that rather than blow a fortune on drinks and babysitters, I live my life in Second Life - it's cheaper and mostly more fun too.
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