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Since Im not going to go into real life - in Second Life, I am at times, quiet, shy and reserved, at other times, lively, fun and outgoing. Part time model (prefer fetish but will do mainstream c outure too) and keen ponygirl trainer - also a ponygirl and anything else that seems interesting - have probably got an outfit for every occasion, more than one for some. And toys to go with it.

Friday 25 April 2008

Just for the record, it did rain yesterday, first thing on the morning and again late last night - and rain is predicted today too. So there it is - England really is as wet as they make it look in the movies.

Ok several days ago Head Stable Mistress of Frilly Filly Farm for ponygirls and boys promoted me to a senior trainer, a fact I am particularly proud of and pleased with.
It was after all ponyplay that first brought SL to my attention. More on that later.

Wednesday 23 April 2008

In case you ever wondered - part 2

Well it's been a week since my last post, and I can confirm there has been only 2 dry days in that time. But it could have rained while I was sleeping. So there you go, England really is a wet spot on the globe.

Wednesday 16 April 2008

Just in case you ever wondered, it's true. It really does rain in England as much as TV and the movies would have you think. To proove it, the last three days it had rained - not constantly, in fact there have even been moments when the sun has been out. But it later rained.
I intend to keep you updated on the rain situation.

Tuesday 15 April 2008

Here is a photo of me in one of my favorite tank tops which bears the slogan "I have the pussy so I make the rules", by Nooky Creations, shown here with jeans by Decadent Designs, called Sho-Lo Too! Trashed Jeans in Charcoal. Bra and panties are from Reasonable Desires English Schoolgirl set, and so are the stockings but you cant really see those. Ok so not exactly fetish wear? Maybe not in teh common meaning of the word fetish. Kinky then? Perhaps not either. But being walking wardrobe is to me a fetish, I have to have everything I can get my hands on, slutty, sexy, kinky, wild or just plain different makes it a must have for me - and that is my real fetish. Bondage and the more common ideas for fetish wear are perhaps better described as kinks for me. So now you know.

Monday 14 April 2008

Ok so I slept a fair bit this weekend to catchup with the loss of sleep due to my SL addiction, so not much happened.
I spent a few more lindens, and acquired a few more outfits, but didn't really do much.
Oh, and I went dancing with a friend - it has been a while since I went ballroom dancing.
One thing I noticed was how so many go to a formal ballroom, yet do not dress the part.
I love to dress up - that is perhaps my biggest fetish - and it saddens me that so many turn up to ballroom dance in jeans and t shirt.
C'mon guys - make the effort - it is so much nicer if you do - for all concerned

Thursday 10 April 2008

A bit more about me




Here is a rare snap of me in pony tack, hitched to a cart at Alphaville, a Victorian themed D/s community in SL. Just in case you wandered.
While I am not exactly rushed, here is one of me and my sub Mika relaxing in the pool at our home. And why not? it's a slow news day after all.

So My fetishes - rubber and latex, ponyplay - D/s but mainly restraint and bondage play.
Shopping too - not a kink but its a fetish when its done like I can do it sometimes.
Other things in SL too vague or rarely if ever participated in but I wont rule it out either if it takes my fancy at the time - including neko and or furry.

I also like my toys - no not them toys - well them too :) but I meant cars, bikes, planes, boats etc.

So I know that tells you nothing really but hey - what did you expect? My life laid totally out for you guys? Voyeurs - pffft!

Wednesday 9 April 2008

You got a friend in me

Another day passed in SL with little of anything of consequence happening. Still no magazine as I really just dont have the artistic talents, or the patience yet. But then that might be because I am feeling tired a lot in Real Life. It's always good to speak to friends in SL, and the social part of that is perhaps it's biggest draw for me - and why the Bane test was so hard.
So a big shout out to my contacts that spoke to me today in SL *waves* Thanks for being on my friends list. Sometimes, no matter how hard I try to amuse myself and not become a stalker - it's those friends that really make the difference.
When rules, requirements, drama, bull and all that other stuff is getting too much, few things are more fun than just hanging out with someone - be they slave, ponygirl, Mistress or even a neko. And to go shoe shopping with a friend really makes my day. And it was a day of totally non fetish-y things because I just couldnt be bothered. So once again, thanks to my loyal subbies - I love ya, and to friends old and new - and especially to the shoe genie - I'd like to say "Cheers mom, for keeping me up an hour later than I planned to".

:)

Sunday 6 April 2008

Apologies to the Linden Gods


Ok maybe I was a bit hasty and testy yesterday - SL finally works for me, though not sure if it is something SL did, or whether my removal of just about every program from my Pc and reinstallation worked. The support ticket I sent to SL about my log in issues came back saying my account had been suspended but this was clearly not the case - my SL simply was not detecting their server. Maybe the UK was the last place brought back online?

No matter, I'm back and despite the new viewer being a littlel more heavy on my broadband speed and therefore things take longer to rez, it is a much more detailed world.

And I found some cheap but pleasantly effective studio lights to use in my photostudio at my home - and uploaded a photo (yes that worked too!) to celebrate.

I also have the ThinK magazine printing press in preparation for this magazine idea, I now simply need motivation, perhaps some ideas or even a shoot director, and someone to spend countless hours trimming photos to one page in photoshop - though I may yet do this myself - if it's not too tricky. My artistic skills could be best described as non existant.

In any event - watch this space.

Saturday 5 April 2008

Darned SL

Well I would love to say i have had a great day in SL, but like most addicts of this alternate life, It has been a frustrating day to say the least.

Just because my real life has given me the oppotunity to spend most of my day here at my PC, I haven't been able to do anything.

Fate is such a cruel Mistress sometimes.

So far my plans for my fetish and D/s magazine have taken a back seat, mainly because I lack a good posestand packed full of the more interesting poses. Something that I had planned to at least partially rectify today. I also had hoped to fish around a little more for a latex Supergirl costume for a photoshoot I have been wanting to do for some time, so far my best price quoted has been L$4000, which I consider a little too high for use in just the one or maybe a handful of shoots.

Any offers? :)

Friday 4 April 2008

Latest cooky idea

Ok so for those that know me well enough, this isnt exactly a new new idea of mine, but it's something that's been bouncing around in my head for a while now.
Quite simply I am in the process of maybe putting together a magazine in SL, using a whole reel of camera film to showcase a particular outfit and/or accesories (Picture afull latex outfit, worn by a super hot model *me* :), being photographed from every available angle, slowly undressing then being locked into restraints and bundled into a cage to finish, with comments to describe the outfit, seller. Add to that hopefully interviews with some of SL's top fetish and D/s designers, interviews with a fetish diva *:)* and suggestions from SL's finest readers of said magazine as to what outfits or accesories they would like to see their fetish diva and friends photographed in/on/around.
add to that if it gains enough momentum and support, guest models, photographers, maybe a reader's pic section and so on.
Sadly, I still cant figure out why my photos are not uploading from my hard drive to anything -no grahics program seems to recognise them, so I may need help from any budding artists looking to amuse themselves for a while by editing photos, any aspiring photographers looking to get into the press (who knows - it MIGHT happen?). Sadly, this is ahobby not a profession, so i wont be able to pay, god knows it costs enough to get the nicest clothes and toys but perhaps if things work out - we might get sponsers. And no way I can do this on my own, so, if you can help, let me know.

Thursday 3 April 2008

Still quiet - sort of

Ok well the house is just about finished - though I thought that yesterday. SL keeps throwing up really cool thins and there is always en element of "I gotta get that!" So for about the umpteenth time now, I think the house tha my subs and I have created for ourselves (well, bought really thanks to the wonderful variety of designers in SL) is once again about complete. Terraforming is way harder than I expected - so I may be looking for a landscape gardener - anyone interested?
Which hopefully will give me a little time to focus on what I really want from SL. Besides the harmless distraction of escape from reality - and the hungry wolves (creditors) circling or camped within sight of my front door, and the sad fact that I am still only young ( Im not yet 30 - so that's still young, right?)and have a kid that knows more about the real world than I do (well he thinks he does anyway), SL is my outlet - It is cheaper to spend a few hours in SL than it is to get a babysitter in and go to a club or bar for a few hours - then spend that time quilty about having left my kid with a stranger. And given some of my shopping sprees, perhaps it isnt actually cheaper after all. Ok I may have to think that one through a little more.
Ponygirls - that was what brought me to SL in the first place, and during my time here so far has always been bubbling under the surface for me. I sa a picture taken in SL on the Sir Jeff's ponygirl website - see my links - and that brought me to SL where I spent some cash getting tack, then became a stable Mistress at a Victorian BDSM sim. So no need for my own tack. It's quiet there - but one of the most wonderful places to visit. And after a breif absense from pony play, I became both pony and a trainer at Frilly Filly Farm. Some of the best trainers and ponies in SL have passed through that sim - and Im glad some of those are now on my friends list.

Ive written too much here - so - TO BE CONTINUED...
Tune in next time - same bat channel, same (ok maybe not) bat time.

Tuesday 1 April 2008

All quiet

Yes I had noticed it's been a few days since my last entry, but since no one is reading or commenting, not sure it's really even worth bothering. Just kidding. I've been busy as my sub and long time friend in SL and previous chat programs bought a plot of land, and we have been busy setting up home, dragging a few helpful friends and my loved SL family into help with landscaping and ideas.

I have no idea if you are aware of this - but finding nice quality, low budget low prim furniture is not as easy as you might think. Especially when I see something different - I can't help myself - I am a shopoholic with a serious compulsive disorder.

Still not having any luck adding pictures yet, but some of my photos have been uploaded to Flickr.com - check them out.