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Since Im not going to go into real life - in Second Life, I am at times, quiet, shy and reserved, at other times, lively, fun and outgoing. Part time model (prefer fetish but will do mainstream c outure too) and keen ponygirl trainer - also a ponygirl and anything else that seems interesting - have probably got an outfit for every occasion, more than one for some. And toys to go with it.

Tuesday 27 October 2009

Hugo's Halloween



This is a community service announcement...

Hugo's Design are holding a Halloween Fashion show on Friday October 30th at 6pm SLT at their main store.http://slurl.com/secondlife/Sheer/207/121/23

I always lov ethe quality of the Hugo's DEsigns brand - though everytime I visit the store I have a breakdown because I want everything but, even I have my limits with shopping.

So, if you a re free, go check it out - and let me know what I missed.

Tuesday 29 September 2009

Summer's End


Well summer is almost over completely, it's now dark here by about 8pm, and it's not been a blazing hot "top up my tan" summer like was predicted. So, is there any good news?

Well yes, there is.
Firstly, thanks to a generous offer of help from a dear friend, I now have a place to post my photos taken in SL - uncensored. So click the gallery link on the left for a look - be warned, this site contains scenes of adult themes, nudity, and such.

Second peice of good news, is that Restrained Freedom have now launched the amazingly fun Leg Binder - and it's a blast.

I'n not going to spoil it by telling you anything about it - but you can see some photos taken using it and their leather arm binder in the photoset Silk Spectre Meets Restrained Freedom.

www.jaydana.com

Wednesday 16 September 2009

Beam me up Scotty!




A while ago now, I saw some photos of Bianca Beauchamp in a latex Star Trek uniform. Now I'm not much of a Trekkie, but I liked the idea, and sought a replica of the latex uniform on and off for a while.

My search is over, thanks to a random visit to POC (Powers of Creation) and at a reasonable price of just L$200.

It comes in a few varieties, but I was only looking for the red uniform, and the Star Trek emblem is optional. The textures are fantastic, the fit is superb, and I am sure will allow some Star Trek fans to mix their roleplay with a little fetish too.

I am certainly pleased I found this when I had all but given up hope, and couldn't wait to get a pic or 2 up to show it off.

Thursday 10 September 2009

Fixation Part 2


I stumbled across the relatively new Atame store some time ago, and sadly, forgot all about i then untill the Latexfair last month. Luckily, this time I grabbed a landmark, as I had found the Domina dress which I instantly fell in love with. My only issue with it was it was in green latex, which is not a colour I like too much.
A quick IM to the store owner resulted in a pleasant discussion, and a promise to have a retextured variation in black on sale within a week.
As promised, a week later I returned to the store and found it on sale. Naturally, me being me, I couldn't think of any reason now not to get it, and so, I did.
And I love it. The classicly simple yet elegant and well stated design creates the perfect air of a Dominant. The black latex of the skirt makes the white blouse stand out wonderfully, and the corset seems to shrink the waist even though it doesn't actually have any effect on your avatar's actual appearance. A first for SL perhaps? A dress that makes you look slimmer without a prim corset or the need to reduce the shape you use in the waist area?

No matter, I love the dress, which comes with a long pants to wear under the skirt, or even without the skirt, or for a more intimate scene, a pantie style cut short pant set.

Either way, This was a must buy for me, and surely any Dominant looking for an elegant, sexy yet dominating outfit would do well to consider this. And priced at just L$400 is areal bargain.


Visit Atame for a look at this outfit and many others worthy of your perusal time
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Red%20Light%20Center/140/73/23

Tuesday 8 September 2009

Chance Encounter

After a chance encounter with Hartie, co-owner of Restrained Freedom, and during a pleasant chat with her (They have a new arm binder due very soon for release and I keep going to see if it is on sale yet :) ) I was given this short narative, which she assures me, was not a work of fiction.

Hartie very kindly agreed for me to post it here for you to enjoy, which I hope you do as much as i did.

A different Winter-Walk
A little Background to this Story that really happened last Winter 2008/2009
It is no fiction and really happened!


I made a hobble skirt by myself out of an ankle length denim skirt. I sewed
some zippers to each side and back/front so I can individually reduce my
stride. All 4 closed, only 4 inch step length, around 10 cm. Also I own knee
length platform boots, 1 inch platform, 5 inch heels that lace up the front that I
used to wear while going out to a Club near me. I also use this Boots when I
dress up for a bit Self bondage Fun at home.

Ok, so much background

My Husband and I wanted to go for a walk in winter sun and he asked me, if I
would wear these boots for him while walking. I also had this self modified skirt
on because it’s warm and cozy, but left all zippers open. I said "ok, as long we
don’t run a marathon“
Also I had a nice warm winter coat on, with internal pockets that stick out on
the inside. As last item, I had some Earmuffs on my Ears to keep them Warm.
Because I often get cold hands, I used some Winter Fist Mittens because they
keep my hands warm. It was a nice, sunny but chilly day, -- we had 23°F back
then --
After a while he asked me if I really trust him.... and I said „yes“, and he
stopped, looking at me he asked again and I repeated "yes, I do"
He then opened my coat and asked me to put my mittened hands into the
pockets of the coat and make fists so that my hands stay complete inside. I
was puzzled at first but did as he asked and before I could react, he used
some zip ties to seal my hands in the pockets
He then produced from somewhere a set of hinged handcuffs and locked my
hands in front and closed up the coat again.
I was nervous like hell then and looked if anybody is near us, pleading with
him to stop that. But we live on the countryside and have plenty of free room
around us.
We walked further chatted a bit and he assured me again and again that all is
fine. His smile calmed me more and more, and I started to enjoy our walk
again.
Suddenly we stopped again and he then stepped again before me, only saying
"open wide" and pinched my nose at the same time
I opened my mouth to get some air and before I could react, already had a ball
gag wedged between my teeth.
I started swearing at him but only some muffled MMMPH’s came out.
He took the scarf from around my neck and wound it loosely around my lower
face, covering the gag and muffling my protests even more.
I started shivering then, but not from the cold……
We walked further down the road, he hooked his arm under my restrained one
and guiding me along, chatting a bit more about his week at work and I only
could glance around and listen to his Monolog.
Later I found out that he was far from done with restraining me!
After a while, he stopped me again and opened my coat. I sighed in relief as I
thought that he would finally release me now. But instead he pulled a chain
through the belt loops of my skirt, reached around and clipped it together in
back.
The rest of that chain he fed in my back into the skirt, zipped that open too and
fed the chain through my legs to the front, locking it to itself in front and to the
handcuffs restraining me even more!
Eventually he zipped the coat closed again and guided me further
I resisted at first, but he only looked at me, smiling warm and tenderly and
asked again if I trust him. I eventually gave in and we walked quietly further.
Well, I was quiet, he told a bit about his last working trip he had. Meanwhile
the chain between my legs did wonders and I started to enjoy its presence.
Suddenly the weather changed and clouds came up very quick. He looked up
and so quick the clouds came, so quick it began to snow.
He stopped again and pulled up my coat hood, but instead of loosely tying it,
he pulled it really tight so that only my nose was out!
He later told me, that that sprang into his weird mind as it started to snow
He guided me further and told me that we were soon home, his voice coming
muffled through the thick hood and Earmuffs to me. The whole time he
assured me, that no one is near us and that I should enjoy myself and trust
him.
After some time walking helpless chained, unable to speak or see, only hear
muffled sounds, he stopped me again and quickly closed all 4 Zippers on my
skirt so that I nearly stumbled.
My legs were welded together from my hips down to my knees, from there only
slightly allowing some room to hobble along. I thought he would grab my arm
again and lead me along, but instead, he left me there, and I wasn’t able to
locate him due to the thick hood pulled so tight. I panicked at that moment and
pulled with all my might on the cuffs holding me captive. That tugging and
pulling only drove the chain further between my legs, rubbing against my most
sensitive parts and bringing me rapidly to the edge
The chain between my legs eventually did its magic and sent me into an
exploding orgasm
Before I could collapse he grabbed me and carried me in his arms into our
house. I later found out, that we already were only 20 meters away from it
When he removed the hood, I saw a wide grinning face of him, asking me if I
am ok and if I had enjoyed my little adventure.
I was still gagged, but nodded vigorously at him, leaning to him as best I could,
giving him a kiss with my gagged mouth.
I modified the coat later, sewing some zippers to the bottom of the pockets so I
would be able to reach through them inside the coat. So with zippers open I
am able to put my hands through the pockets and handcuff me without
someone noticing
I used this exact Setup only two Weeks later for a bit Self inflicted Bondage fun
while he was on a Working trip somewhere in the World again.

The End

Pay Hartie and her partner Katie a visit by visiting Restrained Freedom - http://slurl.com/secondlife/Eminence/197/156/32

Sunday 23 August 2009

Fixation pt1



Ok so as neither myself nor my sub mika are particularly comfortable with editing photographs into something resembling a page for a magazine and then adding text and headers, we decided that this would be the best way t oget Fixation off th ground.
We plan to feature fetish and glamour items that we decided we liked.
To get us started, we feature the Hybridz Latex Maid set.
I logged into SL and was surprised by mika, as he had brought this while I was offline, and he couldn't wait to show it to me.

Mike loves this as it is RLV eneabled, something we both seem a little obsessed with. The hood contains al lteh clickables to access the menu, which includes features such as lock/unlock, block TP, isolate, freeze, gag, leash and pose.

The set features the shape, skin and all the required parts, so can be worn out of the box, or one click from your RLV shared folder.

We both like the little details such as the bows and lacey frills that make this outfit almost cute, despite the somewhat heavy bondage feel and indeed features of it.

Complete with a dolly mouth and pussy, frilly skirts, inflated breasts and ballet heels, this is quite a fun and certainly interesting addition to submissive or maid's inventory, and a fun item to include in the shared folder.

We both love the look of this one and would reccomend it to anyone with L$700 to spend on a maid outfit.

Tuesday 9 June 2009

All Quiet on the Western Front

Ok, I know I have let things go quiet here a bit of late, and for that I apologise. I have been focusing on a few other things, and let's be honest, unless you want to read about how many times I changed my avatar's underwear each day, most of the time I have little to post. Few groundbreaking or earth shattering evets happen.
Sorry, but I really am quite a dull person :)

That said, yesterday, I had a serious arguement with one of my closest RL friends, when a lot of things were said that were hurtful to both parties. I was evil, spiteful, and looking back, yes, even ugly. And I let my temper get the better of me, something I rarely ever do now I have matured a little. Sadly, yesterday that temper scaped unchecked, and resulted in me losing it in such a way I put my foot through a glass pane on my home's front door.

I was lucky, as I was wearing rather sturdy shoes which protected my foot, the door however was not quite so lucky, and so now, I find that I now have to spring for a glazier to fix it. So what benefit did losing my temper gain me?

In short, the answer is nothing. I almost lost my closest and dearest RL friend. I now have the added expense of having to get the door fixed. And because of my own stupid pride, found myself walking to work, rather than sharing the car with my friend. Needless to say a journey that usually takes me 5 minutes by car, took a lot longer this morning, and now I also have blisters.

Thankfully, my friend and I finally put this stupid spat behind us a few hours ago, and we are again the closest of friends. The air between us has cleared a little after slowly building friction over a period of time, and I have accepted that until they can find a new car, they can continue to borrow mine (they work further away from my home than I do - so it seemed fair).

It turns out that just because I say something is fine, it doesn't mean it is. I hate being a passenger in my own car, that still remains true, and we both now are fully aware of it. But friends stick together, and so I will just try to be better than I was yesterday, and wait it out untill they get a new car.

Untill then, I suppose I will be a little grouchy.

So, don;t make me angry, you won't like me when I'm angry... and neither will your front door.

Sunday 24 May 2009

3rd post

I'm afraid things have been a little quiet here, as I have been writing and planning out future posts for the SL fetish Fashion Blog. I'm still a little humbled at having been asked to feature as a writer, as I have been following that blog for some time, even having made one or two purchases based on the reviews there.
And yet, here I am, now 3 posts into a serialisation of pony play in SL, with many more still to follow.]]Keep checking back there for more - and not just on the pony play - everything featured on the Fetish Fashion Blog is a worthy, and humorous, entertaining read.

And don't worry, I haven't forgotten to post things on my own blog - it's just taking a break while I gather insperation for future photoshoots.

Saturday 9 May 2009

Pony Correspondant

Yesterday I was privilaged enough to have the first part in a serialised feature on pony play within Second Life. Whilst this is,for me, a more personal expose than anything, I hope that it might help to re-energise the pony scene.
Any mistakes, errors, or differences of opinions are my own, and I would welcome any feedback - so long as it remains non abusive - to fill in any gaps there might be for anyone else that reads it.

So head over to the SL Fetish Fashion link on the side bar to read more.

Tuesday 21 April 2009

Decisions, decisions..



I have been considering for a while now, and I still do not know which way to go.I have been fascinated by the latex dolls, and for over a year have been considering whether to join their ranks or not. I feel that the amount of time that I should devote to something like the dolls, might be more than I can reasonably put in, which is the reason for my lenghty hesitation. I might consider another dolls group, if anyone can reccomend one, perhaps with a little less strict uniform requirement o less rules.

Similarly, another long time fascination of mine has recently resurface, and again, my lenghty hesitation is the amount of time that would need to be devoted to it. And that is the way of th geisha. Should I pick up where I left off a long time ago, and re commence training as a geisha?
Both the latex dolls and geisha are of considerable interest to me, but perhaps, a more relaxed and less formal way to both is what I need.

And untill such time as something presents itself, I will no doubt be tussling with this for a while to come.

Saturday 11 April 2009

Happy Easter



The photos are from my most recent photoshoot, using the character Selene from the Underworld series of movies. I had to include the obligatory butt shot for you guys. I have to confess, myself and Mika are running out of inspired ideas for shoots, so if anyone as any cool and workable ideas, please let me kno. And if we go for your idea, I will try to time it so you can sit in on the shoot, or even take part too.
If not, well, we can work something out for you. Probably. I still haven't managed to get my head around how to edit photos an layer them, so that I can use multiple photos on one page with text to upload into Second Life as a magazine page.
If anyone wants that job for me - let me know too - I'd appreciate it and who knos, it might be a way into virtual journalism for us. :). Who knows?

Monday 23 March 2009

So.. what's new?



Ok so far I really haven't really told you much of anything interesting, so I figure, why break the habit now?
Truth be told, I have been suffering from the blogger's eqivalent of writer's block, and without any real knowledge of how to layer pics in photoshop or paintshop, my magazine idea has fallen to the wayside. Plus there is also the issue of writing articles and whatnot. Some of this comes with ease to some people, and others, like me for exam, just suck at creating. It seems my role in SL is to tell others "hey, you know what would be cool?" and let them go about putting it into production. And that's fine with me. Except I dont get rich off that :)
So - for those of you that do currently have an active imagination, drop me a line telling me what you want to see inSL that you so far have't found. If I find it for you - that's great. But if I dont - I'll see if I can find someone to make it.
And if you have any ideas for a magazine style photoshoot - let me have those too. And if you are online when we shoot it - you get invited along too.

Saturday 21 March 2009

Anniversary



I hadn't even realised until it was pointed out to me yesterday that I have now been blogging for a whole year. I have to say, the time has flown. And what have I learned in that year?
I have learned that no matter how inconceivable the idea is for an object in SL, you can bet someone else has already made it. And if not - if you are patient, and ask around, someone will most likely make it for you, if you are not feeling upto making it yourself. I have also learned that no matter how much you try - there does come a time when the multitude of shops, stores and malls in SL cease to seem to have anything new or inspiring to sell to you. And that just when you give up all hope, someone makes a suggestion, or you see something that sparks that "Oh god yes! I just have to get me one of them!" kind of reactions. The biggst issue is then if you can get it at an affordable price.
And that no matter how obscure a fetish, kink, quirk or whatever - if you search hard enough, there is a home for it in SL. Or maybe several homes.
But the most impotant thing is - Second Life is full of some of the most wonderful people. Sure - some are total assholes, but you walk down any street in real life and tell me there isn't at least one asshole there too. And at least, in SL, anyone that has been here more than a month looks great!

Friday 20 March 2009

Wish List

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Saturday 14 March 2009

More




Ok I have decided it's about time to post a ic usinga different skin, just because I have it, and, for the sake of diversity, which is what makes SL so good in my opinion.

Nothing much else to post, so, this could be all for a month or so, unless I get inspired.

So if you want to see a particular theme set of photos, or, you think you can help me put the pics into a magazine without getting censored by Photobucket (Grrrr) let me know.

Wednesday 11 March 2009

Lazy Days

Yes I know it has been a while since I last posted to this blog. Sorry for thosetoo bored to looks elsewhere for entertainment :).
I just haven't felt there was anything worth writing about. Till now. And I doubt you will be quite as excited about this as I am.
Now, some of you may know that I quite enjoy the ponyplay scene here in SL. And that I quite enjoy being the pony too.
Ok so far?
Good.
Since I took possesion of the Morbid Play Evo Bridle, I hae been wanting to do a little blind pony carting. Yes, I am that messed up. Anyway, to help the cart driver facilitate just where the pony is togo, most trainers use whip commands. Cracking the whip in the air a set number of times to tell the pony which way to go. This is all very well and good if the pony can see, they can esily tell how much of aturn is needed at the next bend. But a blind pony does not have that luxury. And so I set out to acquire a HUd to convey a little more contol over the steering. And lo! Success!

With a lot of help (ok so my idea, and someone ese's work - but we oerate as a team) we now have a new steering HUD. with 3 levels of turn.
3 whip cracks means a course adjstment to the left. 3 cracks and a light tug of the reins means a more sharp turn to the left. And 3 cras with a firm tug on the reins means a hard left turn. And the same to the right - only with 4 whip cracks. You get the idea?
It does require a lot of practise from the pony - I should know - I spent quite a few runs around with a cart trying it. And some patience from the trainer or owner.
But, after negotiating a tricky course totaly blinded, albeit not in any record time,I m happy to say that it works.

And is available to buy for a meagre L$50 in the tack shop of FFF in SL. I am hoping this is the first poduct of many that will at least offer some originality to SL, and at a price to make it available to the masses, rather than a select few.
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Oraenji/193/106/101 is where it can be found for those tempted to try it

Thursday 22 January 2009

What's new pussycat? wooooahhwooaaah wooh



Oh my god -I jusut watched Will Smith's latest movie - Seven Pounds - and although I knew it was going to be a tear jerker, I wasso not prepared for the lalst 10 minutes or so o the movie, despit knowing what to expect.

I can't remember the last time a movie made me feel so emotional. If you want a movie to make you feel good, this might not be the best choice, but for a movie that grabs you, pulls you in and grips you all the way through its just over two hours duration, this is probably the one for you. But bring some tissue. If this movie doesn't win some awards, then there is either a geat year for movies to look forward to, or a miscarriage of justice.

Wednesday 7 January 2009

last one of the confinement suit





There that should be enough to make uo for not posting in ages...

Yet more


Tuesday 6 January 2009

Ok so maybe not cool.. but - well, something, ya know?

I'm still cool




Just letting you ll ( or those that read this anyway) know I am still alive, well and reasonably ok after the festivities of christmas and new year. I havea few SL issues with textures when wearing multiple clothing layers, so I might have to remove SL completely and do a fresh install as clearing cache doesnt work too well.

I got married to my SL girlfriend on boxing day in a really quick nd quiet ceremony (it's not often we are both online at the same time at the moment so it had to be :)
All's well and if this blog would let me post a handful of pics, I would - so - prepare for multiple posts of just a pic and no text - largely due tto the fact Im lousy at thinking of things to type in here.